Dear “Dedicated” Reader:
Yes I’ve now started putting the word “Dedicated” in quotes because I have no idea if anyone even reads this blog. Thus I have now dubbed those that look at this blog “Dedicated” to destroying their lives.
Why do we as a society sit on our computers and type out our feelings and thoughts so a nameless mass can take our feelings and thoughts and parrot them to another. Why are we this nameless mass that continues to cycle around the thoughts of others in a never ending stream, like some really stupid forwarded e-mail. Can we not think originally? I think that the worst thing that society and the internet have taught us is that its okay to be lazy and not think for ourselves.
Let me interject for a moment here. For those who did not read my first article that I wrote as a kind of welcome letter, I AM THE WORLD’S BIGGEST HYPOCRITE, but the funny thing about . I will sit here until the world ends sucking down fast food and sodas, over weight and extremely unhappy with myself, and complain about how other people do the exact same and really shouldn’t. No I’m not proud of whom I am and where I am, but I think about a week ago I finally realized this. I have had 24 years of complaining that it was somebody else’s fault has led me to believe that it “could be my own damn fault”(Thank You Jimmy Buffet) . ß There I go again being a hypocrite…
Anyways back to my rant. Yes I am ranting and for those of you that want to tune out now feel free and welcome I really don’t care what you think. I do care about the opinions of others because they shape what I write about, but for those who don’t like to tell me what to write about, you’re just too lazy to sit there and give me any idea as to what people want to hear about. So I might as well just put this out there. I’m now writing to write, and whatever comes off of my fingers and onto the page is what happens. I’m taking my experience from everyday life and vomiting it out onto hundreds of notebooks so one day I’ll be able to explain my own mind to myself. For those who couldn’t take 30 seconds of their day to help me and give me an idea about what to write about screw you. I want to know what you want to know about, I want to find out interesting things about my lacking of knowledge like I did in my Crystal Skull Scientology article. I had a huge gap of knowledge which I am trying to fill. I want people to stump me so I don’t forget how to think. I want to have an original thought in my head and not parrot what I read on some Guys Blog, or some book that I happened to think was cool. Fear has gripped me and held me in this little ball so I can’t show the true me to anybody. I don’t think anyone in society can. I think we have masks that we hide behind, and that’s what we’ve been taught.
As for this blog If you as a “Dedicated” reader have anything you want to see let me know. If not I think I’ll go on being the worlds biggest hypocrite and complaining about the things that I want to do but never will and think other people should do.
Yours,
Aliahnnyah